my biological clock is officially upside down again! slept only at 8am yesterday. and now all i see is the length of night. hmmm...

went over to Linus' place earlier. he showed me some of his work - including Demolition Frog. i really envy people like this. those with the drive and motivation to produce work from their own initiatives. its a driving force for me to get off my ass and do things of my own as well. not just working at named places and working on other people's projects. there's just so many things i could do with what i have and the friends around with so much talent. and yet...

having all this free time, i should try to be disciplined and start doing things i like doing like painting, drawing and photography. especially photography - i want to pick that up again and try some black and white photography.

and i was thinking of one of my old ideas of reproducing my poetry in an art film style. talked to Linus about it and he said he would love to help me out. i've just got to run through my stuff and see ones i'd like to bring alive. this is my chance again... instead of claiming just one short docu to my name.

i'm even thinking of clearing out my room (and all that accumulated mess!) and table to make way for a desktop computer. one i can use to do some editing and graphic work... yes, i'm itching with creativity. let's just see how this works out!