*blink* sent in my resignation this morning. finally. couldn't make head or tail of my change in demeanour, and coming home almost everyday bitchin about my colleagues doesn't make for good karma. man, why am i even talking like this? so, i got Mal to help me write my resignation letter. i really couldn't do it myself because of all that anger.

anyway, i feel kind of at ease now knowing i can be a free spirit again. and i won't need to mind the over-dose of estrogen everyday. even Dino said the other day that their conversations were getting worse - almost like they were in heat or something. =/ mind the crudeness.

i guess its time to catch up on sleep (heh), update my website and numerous leisure activities that will help me regain the positive psyche. was kinda happy that Mike asked me the other day if i was interested in attending the Life & Love Seminar. i think i need some spiritual uplifting again. it's been a looong while. but there's never a better time to start again.

on the other hand, i'm missing Mal like crazy. *sigh* am beginning to feel that depressive yearning state. almost at a higher state of helplessness. =( we meet each other online, almost every night. but that's just never enough. we even have our lil' virtual dates once in a while, and i think its really sweet! cos we learn a lot about each other that way. i miss him. =(