Saturday, August 31, 2002

*sigh* sometimes i wonder if i'm really being stupid. this whole LDR thing drives me nuts - in the most emotional rollercoaster way. up and down... up and down... up and down... i'm beginning to get nauseatingly sick! and why do it stick to it? someone give me a hammer, pls?

seems quite pathetic being at home right now. ironically, having my own car but having no where to go. well... not yet at least. but that's not the issue here.

you know, i just remembered something. being Merdeka today, hahah... i recall my first break-up was on Merdeka 1997. it wasn't a very good break-up either. i remember we were arguing horribly that day in church. i was with Adrian and some of the other youth committee members were cleaning up the youth room. Adrian and i had already been in this begruding argument the preceeding week, but that day was the last straw. quite a nightmare really. *sigh* so while all the other Malaysians are out there having fun or taking the holiday in stride, here i am all of a sudden in a manic depressive mood about my past relationship. *choke*

*sigh* i hate being alone...

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