life never gets simpler as you grow older. i'm in another phase of life, standing at a crossroad with a list. where are my priorities? what are my wants? what are my needs?

suddenly the comfort zone that i'm in with my career and relationships are shaken. not because of a dilemma, more so because i'm facing another type of identity crisis - being an adult. *sigh* why do i even need to deal with this? can't i just live every day waking up as it is?

oh, and i overslept this morning. only went to bed at 730am after a long night talking with Mal. i guess it's not resolved. i feel unsettled. but it left me to cancel my bak kut teh lunch date with Sharon and Arboon in Klang.

i just came back from meeting James at Coffee Bean. it's been a long time since we talked. was hesitant even telling him what was going on in my life, but since Sharon left us be - going off to the Oktoberfest (in September?) do in Bangsar with her sis - i couldn't just be talking abt other people with James all nite. it felt almost awkward.

but telling him about Mal and what was bothering me about work left me even more unsettled. so much to think about. *sigh*