that was a surprise... thanks, Inflicted, for letting me know someone's reading this. =)
now that makes me feel a little more conscious of myself. heheh...

today's been quiet. couldn't sleep last night until 6am - so i spent the time doing some work. this afternoon, i wanted to go over and check out some of the houses in development. I asked Gary to accompany me, but as usual he was late. so i took my dad's car and drove down to Puchong. it's frustrating to know that your own boyfriend can't be reliable when it comes to time. he just has this relaxed attitude to everything and it drives me out of my wits. of course, that probably falls back to how provided for he is by his family background... he just doesn't know... *sigh*

i feel so liberated whenever i'm behind the wheel. like there's this feeling of flying - that i can do everything and anything i want. but of course, right here that can change once you get some stupid driver cutting your 3 ft distance from the car in front of you!

i'm just feeling a little bit better today. just needed some space for myself. and from work - i've been so unmotivated to even get up and go to work these days, it's just sad... i need to re-fuel on motivation again... how? and with what?