there's nothing else more embarassing in life than being sensitive to everything else around you... i wish sometimes i wasn't so sensitive to everything. maybe even a little more thick skinned... hmm...

i keep thinking about what Vicky asked me the other week, "Are you always so soft-spoken?" i was rather shocked. soft-spoken?? told Gary and Fairul, they didn't seem to think so! maybe compared to Vicky i am. heh... one thing she pointed out true though, is that i am a passive aggressive person. not good, i know. =P

work has become incredibly insane lately! i'm already all fatigued out from just two months of work. work that i thought i used to love so much. doesn't it mean something when work has become a burden instead of the very thing you used to enjoy? i wonder...
i'm just trying to hold out. maybe it'll settle down more once we deliver the first batch of three episodes.