hmm.. i think i feel a little happier... since yesterday. all that running around made me feel a little better - rather than just brooding at home. i had one of those horrid brooding moments monday night. *sigh* yea, me and my "mercurial moods" (Mal's words)... it's not even PMS this time. it was just me when you take the work out of the workaholic! >_< getting all fidgety and with too much time on my hands makes me feel like i'm useless... the worse bit is when the paranoia gets to my esteem and moods! you don't want to know!

just a few things that gets me in a smile was yesterday's "cute therapy." hahah... since i was in SS2 for dinner with Sharon, i dragged her to the pet shop with me. we saw five adorable cocker spaniels! i wished i could've had them taken out of their cage and cuddled them for a bit. they're so adorable, i tell you! with their short nuzzles, long ears and curly fur... *manja* hadn't done that in a long while. but it helps! =) darn it! i am definitely getting a dog once we move into a house!

hmm... simple pleasures...