the cynic is still in the house - tired of life and thinks its a humdrum of nothings. *sigh* i'm in the midst of making a decision about work - my career. and it's quite a pinch. i wish i didn't need to fall in line along with all the drones in life... people who just work till they die, earning cash to buy things they'll only leave behind when they're dead and gone! i'm so tired of it.