the only thing bearing a glimmer of light to my dark shell right now is Fairul having called me today. even if we spoke for a mere 11 mins. gawd, i miss him. he made me remember i have a friend. he seems to be the only one i could always talk to... i wish he wasn't in NZ tho. *sigh*

at least he's coming back for good - on Christmas morning. heh. he said "don't you believe in Santa now?" tsk. yea... two best friends back home from abroad this year. i guess i'm being too cynical.