*laugh* men are such idiots, but i have to admit there's one idiot who's got me all mushed up about him. =) he's a darling when it comes to bringing my feet down to earth, when it comes to putting light into my dark corners and loving me for who i am. i just wish he wasn't so far away. spending hours online with Mal counts for something, especially when we can be so reasonable despite my bouts of emotions. being like this and almost biting off a lot of my friends' heads off lately, just makes me feel like he's my point of sanity.

he just went off for brekkie. i guess the 5 hour difference between here n NZ contributes to my re-arranged waking hours. @/@ it's worth it. cos there can't be anyone else i would rather spend my time with. so, i think i'll go to bed now with a smile on my face, thinking of the last thing Mal said to me. =)