gawddangit! i hate LDRs - with a passion! *sigh* sat at Echo with kai ling, sharon, elaine and bf kee yau, ben n some others, sipping away on my vodka ribena... just pining. sharon did drag me up to dance. but i didn't last long up there. the dj was good. but i just wasn't up to it. i'm just all yearning and reminiscing... Mal's the one who got me started on all these raves n clubbing. it's weird how while going out with him, the total clubbing i did in two months was the total of my last two years! @/@ i just miss his company, among other things. *sigh*

dammit... i hate having no work, no money. i wish i could just fly there right now and be content being with him. *sniffles* maybe i should just sell the car... almost desperate into loaning some money off ppl. bleh. stupid things. the weeks seem to pass too damn fast for me, weekend after weekend. but i don't even have a day to look forward to. not even his coming back. =(

*sigh*