i'm flustered, mentally exhausted and terribly drained.
i've been back home in Malaysia from Perth since mid-October... and it's been hectic after starting work the week after arriving. Since then its been writing, shoots, editing... over and over... in the midst, juggling social life, personal emotions and career. i have to admit, i am one who loves to keep a foot in the door whenever i can. ooportunties that slip past me make me regret and hear in my head the echo of a non-liked ex-lecturer that "Opportunities come only once." is there truth in that? or not? all i know, is that i can bear the thought of saying "no"... and maybe, that just may be what will bring me down... *sigh*