depressed. upset. frustrated. too analytical and in an existentialist mood. all traits of the protagonist from a film noir movie. yes. i've had too much critical analysis for my history of cinema module. *sigh*

i've come to a cross road again. where i feel like a wind lily. where my life is questioned. where my actions are evaluated. where the people aroung me are being more analysed - and possibly becoming victims of my over-sensitive reactions.
who am i? what am i? what makes me? what drives me? who drives me? what are the consequences to my actions? what will come around to bite me in the a**? when?
one day. one jolly good day.