hurr... Mal's still in Penang and won't be back til tomorrow! ho-hum... another night, anticipating another day. *sigh* i don't know what's up with me - and as cliched as its sounds - i think i'm in love all over again. >_< since Friday, i feel like i'm alive again. i really felt so humdrum detached from my excitement seeing him again after five months, but damn was i biting my nails at the airport waiting for him to step out of the arrival hall! i hate airports. >_< now i'm all distracted from thinking what we could be up to again. just waiting for him to get back to KL. i don't really have much mood do to much work. and it's all looming over me. tsk...

Friday night was hillarious. i hadn't met his parents before and neither have they seen me. so we were hoping i'd be able to send him home before they got back from JB. when we got to the traffic light junction just outside his place, he saw his parent's car. i started jumping in my seat that instead of taking the turn, we went straight ahead, as Mal slumped in the passenger seat! hahahah... it sounds really stupid now. anyway, it was obvious now that i couldn't escape anything. but when i drove up the drive way and pulled up the handbrakes, Mal practically leaped out of the car, grabbed his suitcase from the boot and threw them on the porch in a flash! @_@ his mom came out and practically peeked at me sitting in the car. i felt rather rude to just drive off, and just froze sitting there. of course, she went back inside. then he came over and gave me a quick kiss, and i was on my way. heh... you must be wondering why all this cat & mouse. *shrug* all i can say on my part is, its tough getting out of a relationship when you've got parents involved. and on his part, he told me he'd only introduce his girlfriend to his parents if he was sure he'd be marrying her. now tell me that isn't something i want right now? hrrmm?

the weekend was slow and quiet - it was almost agonising. it was just dad and me at home. mom had left for Manila Friday, and bro went to Singapore for RHCP. Saturday, i had a bak kut teh dinner with Elaine, KL, Ju & her bf, Pui Wei, Serena, Adelyne, Poh Ching and Pei Lin... the Assuntarian's at a table for 10, which Ju's bf, Sey Chuan quietly paid for. you can imagine the protest all us girls made. this quiet sweet bloke, sitting at one corner of the table, paying for 9 girls? hahah.. i'm not sure if he was delighted at the company, cos he barely made his presence noticed till we asked for the bill. geez... Elaine even tried to threaten him he couldn't join us if he didn't tell us how much the bill was! ahahahah... i left everyone at Coffee Bean 1Utama later that evening, for some rave at Sunway with Sharon, Arboon & Seng Hau - which i shouldn't have gone for. DJ didn't even show up and the place was practically empty!

Sunday, quiet Sunday. i still wasn't in the mood to do much work. but i think the highlights of the day would be Mal saying he has to stay in Penang another night - ableh - and Patrick asking me to be Angelus' godmom! something to be happy and brood about simultaneously. tsk...

it's Monday, (not so) bloody Monday... on a serene sunny evening after the rain.