ugh. i think i'm about to kickstart an unwarranted best friend loyalty struggle. >_< all because of Harry Potter tickets!

it's like this... Lydia, Sharon and I were supposed to watch Harry Potter today. but Lydia already told me she couldn't make it the night before. so i sms'd Sharon and asked if she could watch it on Sunday arvo, and that i needed to know cos i was going to buy the tickets while i was in KLCC the next day (today). she didn't reply. until late this morning. but her answer wasn't definite, just a "I might have plans with my sister Sunday." okay.. fine... she tried calling her sis, which she couldn't. then later called me and said that Lydia & I should just go ahead. I didn't buy the tickets for some reason. then later in the evening Sharon sms' me "tomorrow's a holiday. tonite lots of places ladies' nite." hrumph. i wasn't in the mood -- thinking about petrol money... drink money... humdrum clubbing again? no thanks. she later asked if Lydia & i were still going to watch Harry Potter on Sunday. i knew where this was leading to. i replied her back "didn't buy tickets." then she asked if we still want to go! ARGH... at that moment, Lydia sms' me and asks what's happening with Sunday's plans... i had to explain it all to her in less than 160 characters... >_< Lydia said she definitely wants to go and isn't being fickle, so we should still go irregardless if Sharon changes her mind again... *sigh* i guess my dilemma lies in this whole - who do i go with? and should i go with one and not the other? >_< i remember the little fuss Sharon made when she found out i'd seen Lilo & Stitch with Arboon when i had promised i'd watch it with her. thing is, i couldn't remember promising her... aiks... but i knew it was my fault - somewhat. and i know its going to happen again... cos they both want to watch Sweet Home Alabama!

@_@ now i know why i hadn't had any female best friends since i was 13, and why i don't mix my friends!!! ugh... what am i going to do?