i'm beginning to enjoy this time off. heh. not so stressed about things anymore. had a nice talk with dad last night. i guess most of my money worries were caused by all the expectations from them. and i kinda got that cleared. although, i've never been one to ask them for money. i've always been earning my keeps since i was 14. they give me an allowance but i'd never ask for extra. that, i work it out on my own. so it's kind of odd now, if i'd have to resort to asking them for help. but that's what they're there for. besides, they know where the bulk of my savings have been going to anyway. whatever the case, they're still my FINAL resort.

i called Mal last night/this morning. spoke to him for about an hour and a half. it's actually been more than two months since we last spoke. we talk online almost everyday... but that's different. it kinda put a smile on my face, in quite a long while. =)

i actually feel nice n light. not bogged down. except for my puffy eyes that is. heh. felt like i could've danced in th rain a bit last night. heheheh... i was supposed to wake earlier to go for lunch with Arboon today, but he cancelled cos he was helping a friend make a police report of an accident. his friend's parked car got hit by a lorry. geez.. even parked cars are not safe these days! last month my dad's car was hit on the driver's door while parked in Sg. Wang. the driver didn't even leave a note! grr... i think Malaysian drivers are an inconsiderate lot. it feels like every man to his own! dog eat dog... you know. even a lot of people's attitudes are changing. i just think that we've become a proud lot. not very friendly any more. *sigh* except to white ghosts (kwai lohs). hahah... it's just sad. sometimes i feel like a stranger in my own home, y'know?